Living with breast cancer in my twenties

So after a hellish few weeks of waiting I finally got my MRI results back. They showed no sign of rupture or cancer! This was great news, just what I needed the hear. Slightly baffled as to why Miss Shah thought there was a leak though. I could now relax a little and not panic. The last 5 weeks have been so hard, and after too much time to think I managed to talk myself out of going flat, (for now at least). After talking to more ladies about going flat, I felt so confused as to how I thought I might cope. The older ladies who were married, were very comfortable in their own skin, and had very supportive, loving partners. I met a younger girl who had just had breast cancer and gone flat on one side, but was thinking of reconstruction, she also had a partner. I felt like this was a journey I was going to have to take alone, and that scared me. I was starting to wish I had a loving partner to go through all of this with. Since all this has happened, its brought back a lot of horrible me...