Skip to main content

Almost there!

Chemotherapy seems quite a while ago now and I feel like I have come a long way. It has helped having lots of things to look forward too. Trips away, goals to aim for and plans for the future.

A week in Cornwall with Joe was a much needed holiday I took a week before my radiotherapy. We stayed in a little cottage situated on a hill overlooking the beach. It was absolute heaven! I love Cornwall anyway but this felt like paradise. It was perfect and I had fantastic time going for brisk beach walks, visiting beautiful little cornish towns and villages and eating plenty of pasties and cream teas! It felt good to be by the sea again. I could sit and stare at the sea for hours. The crashing of the waves is so hypnotic and the vast expanse sea is very therapeutic. It was hard leaving such a beautiful part of the country especially to come back inland again. However, I came back feeling very re-energized and refreshed.

This was our view from the cottage. Who could tear themselves away from this?!


Sat on the beach watching the waves and surfers in the evening with a duvet to keep you warm is definitely the way to do it!


The cottages. Ours was the little on the end.


I am now nearly half way through my radiotherapy and so far I have no side effects. Going to the hospital is not as much as a drag as I thought. It gets me out of the house for a start and only takes about 2 hours out of my day. It helps having glorious sunshine to come back to for the rest of day too. It is definitely a walk in the park compared to the chemo.

I have lots of things to look forward too. Weekends away to Brighton and Hastings, a long weekend in Spain and moving back to Brighton for the summer all keep me going. I also have an interview in May for the fashion course I'm hoping to get on, so need to start preparing for that. I might also be involved in another breast cancer campaign which will be European wide. Plenty to keep me busy. If you did not catch my interview with Caryn Franklin you can see it here. - http://www.my-wardrobe.com/my-tv/ftbc

I am hoping I will be feeling well enough to move to Brighton quite soon after the radiotherapy and start working again. Getting some of my independence back is so important to me. I am so lucky that I will have finished my treatment just in time for summer. I am so happy I am almost at the end!

Comments

Bibliokapelos said…
That looks beautiful! It reminds me of the setting of Truffaut's Two English Girls. I'm glad to see you had a nice vacation.
Hippy Karen said…
I love Cream Teas!

Popular posts from this blog

My new puppies!

Well what a week I have had! I have had my breast reconstruction and am now back home recovering.I was very anxious and excited at the same time about having it done. It was great to think finally I will get my boobs back but I had no idea how they were going to turn out and I had to trust in my surgeon that they would look great! My body was changing again and it was quite a scary feeling. The recon went very well and I am very pleased with the results. It took me a while to look down at my chest, I was worried I was not going to like what I saw. At first glance in hospital I freaked out because not only was the right breast about twice the size of the left one but they were also pointing side ways rather then straight on. I hated being back in hospital, it brought back all the horrible memories of when I was last in to have my mastectomy. Even though I was in for a positive reason it was still hard. Being in pain, coming round from the anesthetics and being on morphine is a massive ...

Decision made! Bring on 2020.

So my decision is finally made and it feels such a relief. Before I go into detail, I just want to mention what happened after I published my last blog post. I was so glad to finally post it and it got so much response so quickly which was Amazing to see. Quite soon after I posted it the photographer from America messaged me with the photos she had taken in Woodstock. I wasn't expecting them for another four months so it was such a nice surprise and the timing couldn't have been better! When things like this happen I really believe the universe has got my back and delivers at the perfect time. I looked at the photos and was instantly wowed by them and had a little cry. I don't really look at my chest naked and its different seeing yourself in the mirror to a photo anyway. I felt so proud of myself and all that I'd gone through. The photos really helped me feel happier with my decision. Just to clarify, I had actually made my decision last summer, I was just strugglin...

More than the winter blues

I felt compelled to write a post today after realising something. The last few weeks have been a struggle for me, and I know for many others too. I’ve been very up and down and found it hard to get out of bed in the mornings. Now, you can say, “Well its winter and the weather is horrible right now, you’ll feel better come spring.” Even on the sunny calmer days I’ve still not wanted to leave the house. After weeks of thinking, well I’m not busy enough at the moment, I’ve finally got the trip blues, I’m not where I want to be etc, I realised it’s not just these things making me feel low as I know I’ve been happy before even when things aren’t exactly how I want them to be. I realised that I must be in a mild depression at the moment. I’ve been battling depression most of my life. It felt great to stop feeling depressed about two years, but it didn’t mean my life was sorted. I was still not exactly where I wanted to be, with who I wanted to be with and doing exactly what I wanted to b...